goodbye.

this is just too sad. today i am loosing another internet friend. well, perhaps i'm being overly dramatic, but she's one of the people i know from my lists, and she's been.. well.. part of the list. and integral to the list. and she just sent a post saying she's leaving the list.

and that makes me feel very sad. not too long ago, another net friend walked out on a list. i had a dream of her last night. i was emailing her to ask why she left, and could she not come back, because we miss her... and because *i* miss her. its very sad when people who mean something to you walk out of your life.

but my current friend.. *sigh*. i sent her a personal email asking why and all. i dunno. i hate it. i hate it so much. i hate loosing people. i've never met her real life, but i really dont want to see her go. it would be so wierd without her around... so sad. *sob* i hate it when people leave. my life sucks.