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i think i mite be breaking up with my partner. it is all very wierd. i have an odd queasy feeling in my tummy. i want it, but i dont want it. but i cannot pretend to be nonchalant because i am not. it is all very odd. it is diffucult to think of our relationship being any other than what it is now... only thing is that what it is for me now is not what it is for my partner. which is all very odd.