yes. i'm finally updating my blog. and i'm ranting. it's a blog rant.
live with it. and WHAT am i ranting about? haha. what i ALWAYS rant
about damnit. fucking mom. fucking woman. i HATE her fucking cooking.
it's fucking blasphemy against cooking, that's what it is. the bitch.
she cooked chicken rice... and i've always wondered what the shit she
puts in there to make it so fucking awful... like, it's chicken rice
man! how the fuck do you make chicken rice taste so fucking off. and
TODAY i found out what she puts in it.

nothing.

fucking NOTHING.

no wonder it tastes so fucking bland. i've been so confused all my
fucking life about what the fuck is wrong with me that i hate my mom's
fucking cooking, AND IT'S COS IT'S FUCKING BLASPHMEMY AGAINST COOKING
DAMNIT!!! like, she takes the stupidest, laziest, most godawful way
out. ANYTHING to cut down on her fucking work.

not like she even DOES much fucking work around the fucking house in
the first place. she doesnt even do the fucking laundry. bloody fuck.
and she cant even be bothered to cook properly. it's fucking torture
swallowing her cooking. bloody lazy bitch. SHE FUCKED, THAT'S WHY WE'RE
HERE AND SHE CANT EVEN BE BOTHERED TO FEED US PROPERLY. like, the only
fucking reason we're here is COS SHE FUCKED. and she cant even be
bothered to stir fry the spices for the fucking chicken rice. and dont
even get me started on her fucking curry. it's just fucking powder and
water with a frozen chicken dumped in it. bloody fuck. bloody FUCK. she
doesnt even care about us right, she's just meeting the baseline
reqirements so that FUCKING SOCIETY wont look down on her, cos THAT'S
ALL IT IS TO HER!!! SO LONG AS SHE GETS TO LOOK GOOD TO OTHERS, WHO
GIVES A FUCK ABOUT HOW THINGS REALLY ARE? all she cares is about her
fucking reputation. she only wants us to be good and do well cos if we
dont it'll make her look bad. what a fucking pathetic excuse for a mom.
she makes me sick.



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yay. i'm in melethryn!!!!!

*muahahaha*

i love melethryn.net. its a selective elfslash archive, and you dont get posted any old how. you need to have been selected. yay. and i have my name in melethryn!!! yay! its right there, as fazy!! and i've got 2 fics to my name, Fantasies and Eyes of a Lover. yay! i couldnt send in Dreamscape cos of the het content, and i think the rest of my fics just arent up to standard. Maybe Whispers, when it's completed. but Whispers is Elrond/Haldir too and i dont quite want *all* my melethryn fics to be based on that one single pairing... maybe i'll brush up a Haldy/Legolas one? but i'm not *into* haldy/legolas. and i'm not into ary/leg either. and i like reading twincest but i dont like them enough to write about them. maybe something about the Galadhrim brothers? maybe Glorfindel/Elrond... i used to have this huge thing for Haldy/Boromir, but there are a coupla good Haldy/Boromir fics out there which DEFINES haldy/boromir...

hmmm... maybe that is an idea... but not particularly magical or exciting. haldy/boro is just mainly porn. there's nothing particularly intersting about merely writing porn... hmm... maybe i'll do up Life properly and submit it to melethryn. maybe. but i dont quite like the style... its not as good as it could be. i like my new narrative style, it's more intimate. i've been slowly shifting from third preson to first person, and i love the freedom and style of first person. maybe i *will* just rework Life. or wait for a new bunny to strike. i did a silly King Arthur fic and posted it at the writers group. they say comedy is more my thing. maybe cos my narratives are a tad bit too depressive. but i like the depressive first person. i get to address a lot of real concerns thru the writing... not like my comedies which are just charries taking the piss..