hey guys.

you'd never believe it.

remember i swore off poetry? Remeber how much i loathe it. Remember how i have had not the slightest inclination to pen a poem in say erm... almost five years?

well, i did something stupid last week. i penned a poem. Valar help us all. it's on the poetry page, at http://fazypoetry.blogspot.com/2004/05/on-love.html It's a love poem with a difference... but if you've read my little blue book of poems (the one i've threatened to burn time and time again but which is still sitting on the highest shelf of my book cabinet gathering dust) you would know how erm.. bitter my love poetry is.

this one is no different.

i cant quite help it. i'm bitter and i'm jaded, which is really sad for someone so young, but i hate how romantic love completely and utterly screws up my life. Cant live with it, cant live without it, eitehr way it completely screws us up. i *hate* it. i feel like i'm being toyed with by some external force... dispicable.

so chins up m'dears. fazy might be in love, but dont expect any odes from this gal. my experience of love has always been less than pleasant.

Hey y'all!

i've got a new fic out... i *know* i shouldnt be writing during term time, but i just couldnt resist... it was too good not to pen down. besides, if i didnt stick it on a page it'll just remain swimming in my head for weeks and develop itself a coherent storyline and stuff. which will be worse for me. cos then i'll have something longer to write. better nip it in the bud than waaait and waaait till it blows out of proportion and either a) i end up never getting down to it or b) getting so into it i sit down and spend hours and hours doing it while i should be studying for my exams.

so here it is. it's called Eyes of A Lover, and it's on my LoTR fanfiction page. As usual, it's about haldy/elrond, but this time it's (gasp) actually set in Middle Earth! lolx! yeah... Haldir comes to Imladris with a Lorien delegation and well, the fic is really just a short ficlet that traces their thoughts as they realise their relationship is falling apart.

this is strictly seperate of my msn madness series. it's not even in the same page.. actually thought of sticking it in with the rest of the Elrond/ Haldir stuff, but it's not the same characters i'm playing with... no, this is a stand-alone ficlet. i've had someone threaten to kill herself and haunt me if i dont write a sequel to this though... (*grinz*) Anyone has any idea how this should continue? i've been trying to think of a "What Next" scenario for them but nothing is working so far.